2 years

So... this is what happened the past two years.

It's super obvious that I gained super a lot of weight and then I lost it.
My eyebrows looked hideous. I really have no idea what was I thinking at that point of time.
My mane hair is finally tamed.

When I was in Secondary 5, my 'O' levels period, I met this guy through a close clique (we disbanded) of mine. Let's call him G. I had a really bad impression of G but things changed and we ended up together, many of my friends were very very shocked.
We got together and he went through my 'O' levels with me, my 17th and 18th birthday together.
When we're together we literally lived the pig life where we just pig out and sleep straight after dinner which explains my size. I hit the heaviest weight of my whole entire life. I really depressed now.
I thought thick and dark eyebrows were cool so......
And I even thought ombre hair looks damn nice so I went ahead and do it and it turns out horrible.
So, we broke up on November 2015. And I started working to earn extra income and waste my time away so that I wouldn't be so bored.
School + Work + Partying made me lose weight.

G was a good boyfriend but I feel that we aren't really suitable for each other and the reason why we held on so long it's because that we're used to each other's company already. It was hard to let go at first because of all the memories and time spent together but it gets better overtime.

Time flies and I'm already into year 2 of poly life.

Welcome back

It's been awhile since I last blogged, I even forgot the existence of this blog.

I'm back to blogging after two years.

So..... What did I do the past two years?
I was in a really long relationship that lasted for a good 1 year 8 months and during this period of time I really lost all contacts and cut off most social media.

Why am I back to blogging?
I am actually on Tinder (well most people are on tinder just that we don't know) and I came across this guy and I'll just name him B.
The truth is that he looked pretty attractive on his photos so I swiped right on him haha. We started to talk a little bit and when I was out with Xin Hui, I got bored and started stalking his profile and all. I came across his blog which he blogs about his life and all, apparently his posts were pretty interesting and I read on. So, his posts really inspired me to blog so that I would understand myself more and improve on my life instead of being negative and drink (yes I became an alcoholic after my break up) every weekend or even weekdays.

I am actually pretty unhappy with my life right now.

People around me knows that I've been mistreating my body for the past half a year. I go to school in the day, work in the evening and go drinking/ club at night. I know that I'm literally draining out the shit out of my body and it's really bad for my health.
Well, my health is not at it's best state now.

Looking back at my past blog posts, I was so innocent and pure hahaha.